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brought from the main box because it turned into a different direction
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Where in the hell are you going????
I still think of this "place" and you fondly from time to time. I always come back here eventually.
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Possibly an alternate universe, possibly death, possibly Hawaii, or perhaps just to the bathroom.
Thank you Blu, you rock too.
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Blackout how do you like being back in NY?
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Go to Hawaii, it will be a huge turning point for you. It may save you. ![[Smile]](smile.gif)
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Blackout
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I think I just may. Can always come back to New York after some healing in Hawaii. Of course taking any equipment or my truck to Hawaii becomes very difficult and expensive I'm not sure where to store it here in NY. As I said where I am staying now is shite.
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Originally posted by onepairofpant:
Blackout how do you like being back in NY?
Actually the NY energy completely freaks me out. I like the theaters and the city and what not but don't have the $$$ at this point to even go there and the part of Queens I am in and the living situation I am in is a dirty hell. Hell isn't some place after death it's when you let situations get this bad in life.
I see you live in Queens also. What part? Do you need a roommate? I gotta get the f outta here yet I want to audition and get a NY agent. It's so confusing. This thing I would be doing in Hawaii though may be really good for the whole of humanity though even though it's more on the production side than acting side.
But literally it is science meets spirit.
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Dude, the more you talk about the situation the more the big picture comes into focus.
You were intended for something more than being just another puppet...actor. This whole of humanity science meets spirit is right up your alley! ![[Big Grin]](biggrin.gif)
A short-lived acting career could destroy you. Many actors make it to the top and get dropped so hard. I'd hate to have that happen to you, but I have a feeling you know what is best for you.
It is true that you fit the actor mold, but how many actors will get the chance to be a part of something like the Hawaii project?
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Originally posted by onepairofpant:
Blackout how do you like being back in NY?
Actually the NY energy completely freaks me out. I like the theaters and the city and what not but don't have the $$$ at this point to even go there and the part of Queens I am in and the living situation I am in is a dirty hell. Hell isn't some place after death it's when you let situations get this bad in life.
I see you live in Queens also. What part? Do you need a roommate? I gotta get the f outta here yet I want to audition and get a NY agent. It's so confusing. This thing I would be doing in Hawaii though may be really good for the whole of humanity though even though it's more on the production side than acting side.
But literally it is science meets spirit.
East Elmhurst, are you planning to move out or you need someone to move in?
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Dude, the more you talk about the situation the more the big picture comes into focus.
You were intended for something more than being just another puppet...actor. This whole of humanity science meets spirit is right up your alley!
A short-lived acting career could destroy you. Many actors make it to the top and get dropped so hard. I'd hate to have that happen to you, but I have a feeling you know what is best for you.
It is true that you fit the actor mold, but how many actors will get the chance to be a part of something like the Hawaii project?
If you look at a lot of actors who have made it they may not be in the lime light anymore but they have the ability to get involved and bring light to projects and issues dear to them and many are very caring people. The worry of fame and the bullshit eats alot of people up yeah.
I have to be creative, and I have never done well under 'normal society situations' that people live by. hence my cycles of creativity and confidence and total depression and creative break down, emptiness, vacuum. At first I really wanted to be famous and use the power for good but I did just jump all over the place with it. Acting, singing, radio show hosting, audio production, video production, computers, editind... I was all over the place and you know I never really think about money (except for a few times) and money is what everyone judges success on and what you apparently need to live on so I would rise and fall randomly because I would do projects that would take a long time and make nothing and I never followed any sort of linear planned out pattern.
Anyway... I digress,
If I do try the Hawaii thing it has to be a creative position. I'd be going there on basically a one way ticket with a camera and flip flops and Hawaii is very expensive.
I have been in a black hole of depression and despair with slight breaks in it (that's when I post) for over 6 months and I can't take much more the ships gotta break apart or break through. Right now I am having a really clear state and I can actually crack s smile. This seems to happen at night. I haven't been sleeping much but when I do the dreams I have (in maybe only 2 hours of sleep from 5 to 7 or 8 am) are so insanely incredible and beautiful that to wake up on the floor in this dirty basement is a shock to my system, and I wanna go back into the dream. I know you've all probably had experiences like that. The dream I mean, not the dirty basement.
A lot of synchronistic things have been happening though that I can't ignore, even in the depressed state that I've been in.
The scientist who heads http://theresonanceproject.org was here in New York and I met him and got to actually talk to him in person and what is going on is really very extremely fascinating.
Look up Nassim Haramein or google "Crossing the Event Horizon" and if you can follow it I think you'll be pretty amazed. The trailer is on the site but the full video is on google.
Classical and Quantum Theory were never able to meet and have a bunch of holes in them. Scientists want to measure everything objectively from the outside but it's impossible because the very act of measuring and the infinite limitation of tools (now CERN has some 600 billion dollar particle accelerator that stretches for miles and they are trying to find and even SMALLER particle that they thing will be the FINAL one... silly cern people), while spiritual people say we create our reality from within and everything is a reflection from within not reactions from without. Then rational thinkers will go 'silly spiritual people'.
People get into fights over science vs spirit, and then into sub fights within different fields of specialization and theorys in science and different religions, dogmas, and creeds in spirit.
What if both had truths that could be somehow proven satisfactorily enough? Scientist trust their measurements and spiritual folks trust their gnostic experiences and both can be fallible. What if we were all one and individual at the same time caught in a massive infinite feedback loop that gets infinitely smaller and bigger within other feedback loop boundary structures? What is matter or structure anyway? How can you have finite structure within infinity? It makes most people's heads spin. Obviously time breaks up infinity and creates some sort of finite bubble within it that we are experiencing now. If there was infinite time in both directions, before your birth and continuing on after your death, then how would you ever have been born to exist as you do now within this time? It couldn't happen because there would be an infinite amount of time before your birth (no origin point or infinite origin points before your birth) so your birth could never arrive.
Science as we know it has proven (as far as proven can be trusted by our senses and measurement) that everything is 99.9% empty space and that the matter of an atom or a particle keeps replicating spiral like orbits of this empty space.
Ok I just realized I am going off on a rant that would take another 5 hours to finish writing and this is a 'Pharris Rocks' thread that would now have to be renamed.
L O V E & L I G H T & L A U G H T E R
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And in answer to pant -
Out I gotta get out did you not read the description of the situation? Perhaps I haven't been clear.
IT SUCKS HERE!!!
But make the best of it.
It's GREAT here!
No wonder I'm Gemini... no wonder I appear to be manic depressive. Hey, so is Robert Downey and he's Iron Man.
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You are not your job, your titles, your possessions, your degrees, your lovers, your relationships, your place of residence, your social security number, your ID, your bills, your worries, your bank account, your age or your body. You are the timeless being that created & perceives itself through those things, and you have the power to play or not play that game. When someone asks me "what do you do?" looking for some title to pin me down, I laugh and say "EVERYTHING!" - Blackout
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lol, I still live with my parents so I don't know how that would work out but I want to move out.
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Originally posted by Blackout:
If you look at a lot of actors who have made it they may not be in the lime light anymore but they have the ability to get involved and bring light to projects and issues dear to them and many are very caring people. The worry of fame and the bullshit eats alot of people up yeah.
I have to be creative, and I have never done well under 'normal society situations' that people live by. hence my cycles of creativity and confidence and total depression and creative break down, emptiness, vacuum. At first I really wanted to be famous and use the power for good but I did just jump all over the place with it. Acting, singing, radio show hosting, audio production, video production, computers, editind... I was all over the place and you know I never really think about money (except for a few times) and money is what everyone judges success on and what you apparently need to live on so I would rise and fall randomly because I would do projects that would take a long time and make nothing and I never followed any sort of linear planned out pattern.
Anyway... I digress,
If I do try the Hawaii thing it has to be a creative position. I'd be going there on basically a one way ticket with a camera and flip flops and Hawaii is very expensive.
I have been in a black hole of depression and despair with slight breaks in it (that's when I post) for over 6 months and I can't take much more the ships gotta break apart or break through. Right now I am having a really clear state and I can actually crack s smile. This seems to happen at night. I haven't been sleeping much but when I do the dreams I have (in maybe only 2 hours of sleep from 5 to 7 or 8 am) are so insanely incredible and beautiful that to wake up on the floor in this dirty basement is a shock to my system, and I wanna go back into the dream. I know you've all probably had experiences like that. The dream I mean, not the dirty basement.
A lot of synchronistic things have been happening though that I can't ignore, even in the depressed state that I've been in.
The scientist who heads http://theresonanceproject.org was here in New York and I met him and got to actually talk to him in person and what is going on is really very extremely fascinating.
Look up Nassim Haramein or google "Crossing the Event Horizon" and if you can follow it I think you'll be pretty amazed. The trailer is on the site but the full video is on google.
Classical and Quantum Theory were never able to meet and have a bunch of holes in them. Scientists want to measure everything objectively from the outside but it's impossible because the very act of measuring and the infinite limitation of tools (now CERN has some 600 billion dollar particle accelerator that stretches for miles and they are trying to find and even SMALLER particle that they thing will be the FINAL one... silly cern people), while spiritual people say we create our reality from within and everything is a reflection from within not reactions from without. Then rational thinkers will go 'silly spiritual people'.
People get into fights over science vs spirit, and then into sub fights within different fields of specialization and theorys in science and different religions, dogmas, and creeds in spirit.
What if both had truths that could be somehow proven satisfactorily enough? Scientist trust their measurements and spiritual folks trust their gnostic experiences and both can be fallible. What if we were all one and individual at the same time caught in a massive infinite feedback loop that gets infinitely smaller and bigger within other feedback loop boundary structures? What is matter or structure anyway? How can you have finite structure within infinity? It makes most people's heads spin. Obviously time breaks up infinity and creates some sort of finite bubble within it that we are experiencing now. If there was infinite time in both directions, before your birth and continuing on after your death, then how would you ever have been born to exist as you do now within this time? It couldn't happen because there would be an infinite amount of time before your birth (no origin point or infinite origin points before your birth) so your birth could never arrive.
Science as we know it has proven (as far as proven can be trusted by our senses and measurement) that everything is 99.9% empty space and that the matter of an atom or a particle keeps replicating spiral like orbits of this empty space.
Ok I just realized I am going off on a rant that would take another 5 hours to finish writing and this is a 'Pharris Rocks' thread that would now have to be renamed.
L O V E & L I G H T & L A U G H T E R
Blackout
FUCK depression
Michael, why does anyone bother trying to crack life's code and gain access to the console so to speak?
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That question leads nowhere and everywhere.
I think philosophers and some scientists and self seekers have either a) a total profit motive, or b) want to understand what is going on for one reason or another to make things better, to break out of the mass sleep that most of the world is in which is never ending treadmill dominated mostly by making money and surviving. A top elite controlling a mostly middle and lower class and a corporate culture fueled by growth and profit above human life or planetary resource concerns.
Your question could be applied to anything though. Why do skiers sky? Some people would say "what a dumb thing to do.. putting ridiculous shoes on to slide down snow!"
Why does anyone DO anything? Why do you tinker with technical computer projects? Whats the point of it all? For the experience of it that that particular person finds enjoyable, interesting, or otherwise because they feel they have to do it to make money...to survive.
If death ends it though.. then why bother? So I think people who are trying to 'find the console' as you say are trying to awaken back to a state that I think consciousness was already at, a much more powerful state, before we got lost in the illusion.
Our money and energy system is seriously flawed though, with more that 90% being in debt to fossile fuel energy in one way or another. It's going to hit you sooner or later. When will people simply revolt? Gas is $4 to $5 in different places right now. When will it end?
Are you going to continue paying when gas is $20 a gallon?
Something is wrong... and "finding the console" so to speak is to figure out what and fix it.
Watch Zeitgeist, watch from Freedom to Fascisim.
Did you know the money you use is not even printed by your government and that the federal reserve
is NOT a federal institution at all but a private bank? The whole reason the founding fathers HAD therevolution and broke away was because they wanted to ability to print and regulate their own currency based on a real tangible value, not a currency that can be flooded and subtracted to create economic crisis as needed. All wars, all stock crashes and bank runs, and of these were planned and instegated by high level world bankers.
Free energy exists and has been surpressed for a very very long time. Testla tried to get it out as well as many others. They are working on some of this sort of stuff at the resonance project.
Hybrid cars don't do shit. What do you haveto do with a hybrid car? Plug it in, what does the electriccombine run it's tubines on... oil. No difference.
One guys just invented a car that runs on good old h20.
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