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Author Topic: Depression, rant, confusion, laughter Yvette38 Blackout's Box Genius Member # 4879 posted                           I think my shadow world is seeping out and my soul is splitting. My soul sometimes looks lovely in a fractal on the floor but I imagine it would be healthier if I lifted it to the stars so the light that shines through makes even my shadow sparkle with color. Do I have a voice? Is it unique? Or maybe I'm just looney and my throat chakra is just clogged with too many little lost souls! Shakira, where is my she-wolf? Time to go and clean out my closet again. Screaming rocket balloons, party poppers, giant candy and bubbles of course. Anyone want to join me at Shoal Creek? -------------------- Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun. (Robin Williams). Posts: 300 | From: Neverland | Registered: Apr 2009  |  Yvette38 Blackout's Box Genius Member # 4879 posted                           Sorry about all the psychotic posts as of late. Told my husband I would not twitter, chat, facebook or any other instant chat thing so going a tad overboard with the posts, I will have to start my own blog/journal somewhere. Two questions, why hasn't anyone told me to shut up yet? And Do any of you have people outside of the box you talk to about the same issues/concerns/ creativity that is on this forum? Either I am in a really bad vibration socially or just to afraid to let people know what is really on my mind. How do you handle negative feedback when you are truly wanting to be who you are around others without offending/losing what little connections you have? Ok that was 3 questions but husband comes back tomorrow from hunting and I will be absent again -------------------- Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun. (Robin Williams). Posts: 300 | From: Neverland | Registered: Apr 2009  |  Blackout Actor Singer Writer Director Visionary Philosopher Magickian Skydiver Digital Hippie and all around Creative Artist Member # 7 Member Rated: posted                           Your husband shouldn't restrict you. You need to express how you need to express. -------------------- You are not your job, your titles, your possessions, your degrees, your lovers, your relationships, your place of residence, your social security number, your ID, your bills, your worries, your bank account, your age or your body. You are the timeless being that created & perceives itself through those things, and you have the power to play or not play that game. When someone asks me "what do you do?" looking for some title to pin me down, I laugh and say "EVERYTHING!" - Blackout Posts: 7616 | From: New York City | Registered: Jul 2000  |  Yvette38 Blackout's Box Genius Member # 4879 posted                           Your right, restricting sounds to dictatorish, now restraining is a much better word (kinky even). However after being restrained too long things get a little crazy once you are let loose! -------------------- Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun. (Robin Williams). Posts: 300 | From: Neverland | Registered: Apr 2009  |  Blackout Actor Singer Writer Director Visionary Philosopher Magickian Skydiver Digital Hippie and all around Creative Artist Member # 7 Member Rated: posted                           Restraining and 'delaying' in a sexual sense is a whole other thing than repressing and discouraging a creative sexual being. Make sure you understand what is going on. BE WHO YOU ARE. Loves, whims, interests, passions, fancies, shyness, curiosities... advance them ALWAYS! Anyone who tries to STUNT these should be swatted like a fly. -------------------- You are not your job, your titles, your possessions, your degrees, your lovers, your relationships, your place of residence, your social security number, your ID, your bills, your worries, your bank account, your age or your body. You are the timeless being that created & perceives itself through those things, and you have the power to play or not play that game. When someone asks me "what do you do?" looking for some title to pin me down, I laugh and say "EVERYTHING!" - Blackout Posts: 7616 | From: New York City | Registered: Jul 2000  |  Yvette38 Blackout's Box Genius Member # 4879 posted                           Ha! It would be really nice to know what the hell was going on even if only for a little while. Also, passion+curiosity+ being who I am, I'm not sure, but sounds like it would = TROUBLE -------------------- Sometimes you've got to specifically go out of your way to get into trouble. It's called fun. (Robin Williams). Posts: 300 | From: Neverland | Registered: Apr 2009  |  Blackout Actor Singer Writer Director Visionary Philosopher Magickian Skydiver Digital Hippie and all around Creative Artist Member # 7 Member Rated: posted                           I say get in some trouble then. -------------------- You are not your job, your titles, your possessions, your degrees, your lovers, your relationships, your place of residence, your social security number, your ID, your bills, your worries, your bank account, your age or your body. You are the timeless being that created & perceives itself through those things, and you have the power to play or not play that game. When someone asks me "what do you do?" looking for some title to pin me down, I laugh and say "EVERYTHING!" - Blackout Posts: 7616 | From: New York City | Registered: Jul 2000  |

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